10 & 11 dpIUI

It was nothing new. Same random cramping and a bit of the SVP. Although the last 2 days I have noticed an increase in Watery CM and today EWCM. Not sure if that is a s/e of the prog sups. or not...

9 dpIUI and A new baby in the family

I dont even really remember yesterday. It was such a jumble of things and in the end we found our selves in the hospital waiting for our godson to be born. I do remember I had some cramping and started to get the SVP pain again but other then that, I cant remember.

I will post pictures of the little 7lb1oz 18in man in a few days. He is just precious...

8 dpIUI

I hate life. See below post. I have gas, my stomach has cramps and the million sit up pains, im tired and I noticed that I am breaking out like a teenager =(
 I hate Progesterone! Hate it Hate it Hate it!

Ive also noticed that last time I had weird pains, The SVP (Shooting Vagina Pain) and this time its the MSUP, Million Sit Up Pain.

I can't wait to go to sleep tonight.

Definition

Im not sure what it is or even where it started. Today, melancholy is how im feeling. My mind is being sent in so many different directions, im not sure it really knows how to feel.

Work-

Work is well work. Stressful but always fun. I spend my morning marveling over the children in my classroom who could play UNO for hours if I let them and who for the first time yesterday were given screws and screw drivers to investigate. They loved it. But so much of work is relationship based that when im having a sad day or an off day or a I-dont-feel-well-but-cant-really-tell-anyone-why kind of day, I wish I could stay home. 

Cycle-

The last IUI and now progesterone supps. have really sent me on a ride. The prog. sups. make me tired beyond belif and I sometimes think I may not make it though the day. The constant cramps ( ok not constant but they have yet to go away) and now the ijustdid1millionsitup's feeling to add to all of this. My back has been bothering me making it a bit hard to sleep and get comfortable. So there I am in bed, tired, cranky and cant fall asleep for the life of me. Feeling sad that C cant be there with me most of the time made me cry the other night, I feel asleep with tears streaming down my face. It was bad night. 

Godson-

I can not wait to meet this little bundle of joy in the next week. When I think about it, it makes my eyes well up with tears. Im not sure if the tears are happy tears or half happy half sad its not me. Either way, awaiting his entrence into the world is exciting but also taking an emotional toll on me. 

7 dpIUI

What a doozy! I called RE this morning to tell them that since my P4 levels were low I started the Progesterone Supps. but needed more. I was tired all day and could not wait to get home to rest! Some cramping but again mainly when I am in the car or just sitting. My back started hurting last night and it was a little uncomfortable. I think its from picking up the nephew, who is not light at all! Today also in my lower abdomen it feels like I have done a million sit ups! Not sure what that is about.

This 2ww feels short and honestly, I have not been thinking much about it. I try not to look into the phantom symptoms but my hope is still for a bfp

Never did I think

** Warning. This post contains the words vagina and dildo. Please note that you have been warned.**

Never in my life did I think I would be shoving huge pills up my vagina, inviting the dildo cam in with joy, having such a love/hate relationship with AF, popping more pills then I ever thought and caring about hormone levels. The joys of trying to make a baby!

5 & 6 dpIUI

5 dpIUI-Saturday Dec. 11
A bit of cramping, a bit of heartburn. Had my P4 levels taken.

6 dpIUI-Today
Had an easy day and got to sleep in, finally! Got the levels from yesterday and decided to take the Progesterone Supps. that I have until I talk to RE tomorrow. Im 99% sure they will want me on them until I get beta done.