Checking, Checking and Checking

I know that we are far from buying sperm from the sperm bank but we have looked and have found 1 donor that we like. There was 2 but one was counted out after reading his family medical history and all of the women in his family had something wrong with their reproductive organs and had them removed,Ouch! 

I check on our "donor" to see if it still available, if it has reached its family limit or if it is gone. So much of making a baby for us depends on things we can not control.

Plus im getting sick and im tired! Wah!