Cramps.
Doubt AF will arrive though
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Ignorance is bliss...
After the last BFN I stopped taking my Metformin and prenatal's. I was tired of taking them and gagged almost every time I took them. I know I need to start back up and plan to do so on Oct. 1st..until then I get to be a free lady and IT.FEELS.GOOD!
On another note, I don't know what CD today is and honestly, I don't really care either.
Take that!
On another note, I don't know what CD today is and honestly, I don't really care either.
Take that!
Saturday, September 18, 2010
I cleaned out the bathroom today and decided that I was tired of opening up the cabinet and seeing this stuff sitting in there. So I cleaned them out and put them away. They will still be good when we try again in January but for now they needed to go.
I have decided that i am not going to let IF get me down. Even though C and I want a baby more then anything we have so much going for us. We have so many things we can go and do together. We can enjoy sleeping in on the weekends and we can enjoy The Boy and Baby G ( Our godson, EDD Dec 17.)
Life is good even though IF is not..
Thursday, September 16, 2010
It's time...
I figure 11 days is as good as any to let it out in the open.
Our 2nd IUI was a bust.
I went in for my beta on the 5th only to find out that the paper work had not been sent in and therefore I could not get the blood drawn. I was upset to say the least. C said we should get a HPT to see. So we did.
STARK.WHITE
I said I wasn't going to cry and kept myself busy for a while after the results showed up. As soon as I laid down in bed, I cried. I let loose and cried hard. I didn't want to and tried to stop my self from doing it but I couldn't help it. I cried because I'm not sure if I will ever get pregnant and Im not sure if I will ever be able to give C the family and baby she wants. I cried because I know how badly we both wanted this and again, our dreams were run over by a big rig.
My Clomid cycles are over and next will be Femara. We have decided to not try again until Jan of 2011.
So we are out of sperm, out of money and out of chances with clomid. When you hit the bottom the only way to go is up, right?
Our 2nd IUI was a bust.
I went in for my beta on the 5th only to find out that the paper work had not been sent in and therefore I could not get the blood drawn. I was upset to say the least. C said we should get a HPT to see. So we did.
STARK.WHITE
I said I wasn't going to cry and kept myself busy for a while after the results showed up. As soon as I laid down in bed, I cried. I let loose and cried hard. I didn't want to and tried to stop my self from doing it but I couldn't help it. I cried because I'm not sure if I will ever get pregnant and Im not sure if I will ever be able to give C the family and baby she wants. I cried because I know how badly we both wanted this and again, our dreams were run over by a big rig.
My Clomid cycles are over and next will be Femara. We have decided to not try again until Jan of 2011.
So we are out of sperm, out of money and out of chances with clomid. When you hit the bottom the only way to go is up, right?
Thursday, September 2, 2010
12dpIUI
Woke up early today to go get C from work. We came home for a bit and she slept before we started getting ready. We got ready and headed over to the stadium for the Raider Game. C's Aunt & Uncle and friends of their's tailgate so we join them. We have a great time with great food while we wait for the game to start. We ended up only staying until halftime and then headed home. C is asleep as I type.
This morning, like the previous post says, I had to take Tylenol for the SVP. It felt stronger and was coming on more then it has been. It eased up the rest of the day, thank goodness! I actually think I found a way to stop the pain. When it starts to happen, I adjust my hips and bottom half slowly. It seems to stop the pain, its worked about 75% of the time so far.
For the last few days my nose has been going crazy! I feel like I smell things C doesn't which makes me feel crazy. There were a set of port-o-potties tonight that every time we walked by smelled like poop, really bad. I would cover my nose the smell was so bad. C and her Aunt both thought I was nuts! Then this morning on the way home from picking up C, I had to close the windows in the car. All the diesel smell was making me feel sick as well as some other unknown smell that was NASTY!
I think I may join C in her nap and end my night early....
Night!
This morning, like the previous post says, I had to take Tylenol for the SVP. It felt stronger and was coming on more then it has been. It eased up the rest of the day, thank goodness! I actually think I found a way to stop the pain. When it starts to happen, I adjust my hips and bottom half slowly. It seems to stop the pain, its worked about 75% of the time so far.
For the last few days my nose has been going crazy! I feel like I smell things C doesn't which makes me feel crazy. There were a set of port-o-potties tonight that every time we walked by smelled like poop, really bad. I would cover my nose the smell was so bad. C and her Aunt both thought I was nuts! Then this morning on the way home from picking up C, I had to close the windows in the car. All the diesel smell was making me feel sick as well as some other unknown smell that was NASTY!
I think I may join C in her nap and end my night early....
Night!
What a lucky reader you are..
An early blog!
Im only blogging now because im home, off of work for 3 days.
The Shooting Vagina Pain, here on out shall be called SVP, is pretty bad this morning. I finally took some Tylenol and im hoping that helps ease the pain.
Im only blogging now because im home, off of work for 3 days.
The Shooting Vagina Pain, here on out shall be called SVP, is pretty bad this morning. I finally took some Tylenol and im hoping that helps ease the pain.
11dpIUI (Sept.1,2010)
I gave in this morning and called RE about the shooting vagina pain. When I spoke with the initial RN she put me on hold to go talk to a RE. She came back and informed me that
1- The pain was not due to the progesterone
2-It MAY be from the clomid but not likely
3- During the second 1/2 of the cycle more blood is flowing to my ute and that is more then likely what is causing the pain.
She also reminded me that my beta is on Sunday and wished me good luck! When I asked what I could do for the pain..Tylenol.
The cramps seemed to start more this evening being that I pretty much had none. My left boob is hurting a bit and ive been SUPER annoyed all day. With little things and I hate feeling like this.
Im convinced AF is on her way. Im just waiting for her to show up.
1- The pain was not due to the progesterone
2-It MAY be from the clomid but not likely
3- During the second 1/2 of the cycle more blood is flowing to my ute and that is more then likely what is causing the pain.
She also reminded me that my beta is on Sunday and wished me good luck! When I asked what I could do for the pain..Tylenol.
The cramps seemed to start more this evening being that I pretty much had none. My left boob is hurting a bit and ive been SUPER annoyed all day. With little things and I hate feeling like this.
Im convinced AF is on her way. Im just waiting for her to show up.
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